You Wont Be Missed

1. I don’t want to feel sick every morning when I wake up and roll over and face someone who’s not you.

2. I don’t want to get in fights with my bestfriends because they said “I fucking told you so”

3. I don’t want my throat to bleed at 4 in the morning because I yell your name in my sleep.

4. my moms been trying to get me out of bed but I just lay there in puddles of my own tears because my pillow still smells like you and I don’t want you to be fully gone.

5. I’ve tried to kill myself 3 times

6. I fucking know that I’m not supposed to get so worked up about one person but I’m rotting inside with out you because my breath was so dependent on the way your fingers curled around my neck when we kissed

7. I used to love the smell after rain but now I can’t even get a wiff of it without gagging because you were a storm and you left that smell clogged in my nose and stuffed in every crevice of my lungs

8. my writings got so shitty without you being here because my hand shakes and my words are so jumbled up

9. I had to skip class because you and your new girlfriends always pass notes in that class and I can’t stand not knowing what’s on that note because what if you’re telling her you love her and that you’re favorite color is the blue of her eyes. my eyes are green.

10. we met in winter and now I can’t even eat popcicles without tasting bitter white snow flakes on my tounge.

— 10 reasons I don’t want to fall in love. (via acidyou)
“please don’t start talking to me and make me fall in love with you because I will text you at 2 am telling you how much I miss you and that I want you to love me the same way I love you yet, at the same time I’ll want you to forget it in the morning.”
— I love you so fucking much, love me too. (via acidyou)

I’ve been told that alcohol is bad for me.
I’ve also been told that loving you is bad for me.

I’m still drinking

— I.S (via in-toxicxted)

(Source: acrylian, via n4ughty-y)

“I asked you, ‘Tell me about her.’ And you looked me in the eyes and replied, ‘Well, what do you want to know?’ and that’s the exact moment I knew you didn’t love her, not really. See, if you did you would’ve gone on about how her voice is now your favorite sound. That when she is next to another women their beauty doesn’t even compare to hers. How even when she steals the blankets at 3am you’re just glad she’s warm. That when she touches you, even slightly, it causes the hairs on the back of your neck to stand. How when you kiss you don’t know whose air you’re breathing but you know that all you want is to be there in that moment forever. That you can see yourself having three children and a dog in a beautiful house someday soon. How her eyes are pure and truthful and when you look into them all you feel is happiness. That her laugh is what you live for even though it’s loud and obnoxious. How looking at her makes all the bad seem okay. You would’ve gone on a rant about her without hesitation, like the way I do when someone asks me why I still love you.”
— (via n4ughty-y)

Yes…..all these things and more, and that’s EXACTLY how I go on and on about you.

(via lezberotic)

(via n4ughty-y)

3:08 
I found your old sweater about an hour ago; I can’t stop crying.

4:00 
my eyes burn so bad and I think my throat is bleeding but I can’t stop screaming for you

4:30 
I made my mom cry

5:00 
I’m not going to school I can’t stand seeing your friends give me stupid pity looks anymore

5:30 
I need to get drunk so bad but I won’t because I know of you were still here you would never let me drive home drunk but the roads are icy and I want to see you soon

6:27 
I miss you so much but my lungs ache and I made myself sick and I can almost feel you rubbing my back and pressing your body to mine because I can’t sleep with out feeling your breathing patterns

7:00 
why

8:00 
I miss you so much

— come back because I’m breaking with out you (via acidyou)
“Every beat of my broken heart sounds like your name.”
— 10 word story (via hollyspacey)
aseaofquotes:

Nina LaCour, Everything Leads to You

aseaofquotes:

Nina LaCour, Everything Leads to You

“It hurts to see that you can no longer be mine when you’re all I fucking think about.”
— It’s been 6 months, how do I get over him when I see him everywhere I go? (via mellifluousgabs)